today's 2nd post

i talked to my father yesteraday through QQ, almost everyday we get the talking ,although sometimes even duno wat to say. I find tat , i bcom quite impetuous when talk to my dear father...somehow even cannot control my self to shout at my microphone...i duno howm y daddy feel ,but he always hv patience and reply me calmly...really wan thank my dear dear father .. he always gives me strength/proper advise and leaves a place for me to outlet my stress or temper.. i love him.

we talked abt the life diz days in the break .. such a long time ( 2 weeks ) for me to hv a nice rest and no need to worry abt my study ,but actually ,it s a trap, to coz u lazy n waste time if u do not manage ut time well.
he told me to study something while hv time , donot just stay at my small room , n separate with the outer door / world. 'Either learn sth, or find some part time job to work " yes , its the truth , i find tat its hard for me to learn some special talent arts, wat can i do possibly is to find a part time job. to b a service as my other friendz doing now ? is tat a tired n boring job? the question is wandering around my mind fora long time , can i take up tat tough job? mayb i should hv a try ...coz i am Jeffrey Nian. My angel is around me,, always.. do not waste my time , hv a meaningful life/break . i make the decision ,and continue my true life...